Let's All Kill Constance - Bradbury Ray Douglas (прочитать книгу txt) 📗
"She was heading fast off a cliff."
"Watch out she doesn't take you with. I'm ashamed I said that. But as a child she skated out and stopped in mid-traffic to laugh."
He fixed me with a bright needle eye. "But why do I tell you this?"
"It's my face."
"Your what?"
"My face. I look in mirrors but never catch myself. The expression always changes before I can trap it. It's got to be a blend of the Boy Jesus and Genghis Khan. It drives my friends crazy."
This relaxed some of the priest's bones. "Does idiot savant sound right?"
"Almost. The school bullies took one look and beat the hell out of me. You were saying?"
"Was I? Yes, well, if that screaming woman was Constance, and her voice seemed different, she gave me orders. Imagine, orders to a priest! Gave me a deadline. Said she'd be back in twenty-four hours. I must give complete forgiveness for all her sins, twenty thousand strong. As if I could assign such mass-market absolution. I told her she must forgive herself, and ask others for forgiveness. God loves you. 'But He doesn't,' she said. And then she was gone."
" Will she come back?"
"With doves on her shoulders or lightning bolts."
Father Rattigan walked me to the front of the cathedral. "And how does she look? Like a siren singing to lure damned sailors to drown. Are you a poor damn sailor?"
"No, just someone who writes people on Mars, Father."
"I hope they are happier than we are. Wait! Good Lord, there was a thing she said. That she was joining a new church. And might not come back to douse my ears."
"What church, Father?"
"Chinese. Chinese and Grauman's. Some church!"
"To many it is. You've been there?"
"To see King of Kings, I found the forecourt superior to the film. You look as if you're about to break and run."
"To the new church, Father. Chinese. Grauman's."
"Stay off the quicksand footprints. Many sinners have sunk there. What film's playing?"
"Abbott and Costello in Jack and the Beanstalk?
"Lamentable."
"Lamentable." I ran.
"Mind the quicksand!" Father Rattigan called after me as I raced out the doors.
CHAPTER SIXTEEN
on the way across town I was a hot-air balloon full of Great Expectations. Crumley kept hitting my elbow to make me calm down, calm down. But we had to get to that other church.
"Church!" Crumley muttered. "Since when do double features sideline the Father, Son, and Holy Ghost?"
"King Kong! That's when! 1932! Fay Wray kissed my cheek."
"Holy mackerel." Crumley switched on the car radio.
"— afternoon-" a voice said. "Mount Lowe-"
"Listen!" I said, my stomach a chunk of ice.
The voice said, "Death… police… Clarence Rattigan… victim…" A flare of static. "Freak accident… victim smothered, smothered… old newspapers. Recall brothers in Bronx? Saved stacks of old papers that fell and killed the brothers? Newspapers…"
"Turn it off."
Crumley turned it off.
"That poor lost soul," I said.
"Was he really that lost?"
"Lost as you can get without giving it the old heave-ho."
"You want to drive by?"
"Drive by," I said at last, making noises.
"You didn't know him," said Crumley. "Why those noises?"
The last police car was leaving. The morgue van had long since left. A lone policeman on his motorcycle stood at the bottom of Mount Lowe. Crumley leaned out his window.
"Anything to keep us from driving up?"
"Just me," said the officer. "But I'm leaving."
"Were there any reporters?"
"No, it wasn't worth it."
"Yeah," I said, and made more noises.
"Okay, okay," Crumley groused, "wait till I get this damn car aimed before you upchuck your hairball."
I waited and fell apart, silently.
The motorcycle policeman left, and it was a long late afternoon journey up to the ruined temple of Karnak, the destroyed Valley of the Kings, and lost Cairo, or so I said along the way.
"Lord Carnarvon dug up a king, we bury one. I wouldn't mind a grave like this."
"Bull Montana," said Crumley. "He was a wrestling cowboy. Bull."
At the top of the hill there were no ruins, just a vast pyramid of newspapers being rummaged by a bulldozer driven by an illiterate. The guy bucking the wheeled machine had no idea he was reaping Hearst's outcries, '29, or McCormick's eruptions in the Chicago Tribune, '32. Roosevelt, Hitler, Baby Rose Marie, Marie Dressier, Aimee Semple McPher-son, one, twice buried, forever shy. I cursed.
Crumley had to restrain me from leaping out to seize VICTORY IN EUROPE or HITLER DEAD IN BUNKER or AIMEE WALKS FROM SEA.
"Easy!" Crumley muttered.
"But look what he's doing to all that priceless stuff! Let go, dammit!"
I leaped forward to grab two or three front pages.
Roosevelt was elected on one, dead on another, reelected on the third, and then there was Pearl Harbor and Hiroshima at dawn.
"Jesus," I whispered, pressing the damned lovely things to my ribs.
Crumley picked up "l WILL RETURN," SAYS MACARTHUR. "I get your point," he admitted. "He was a bastard, but the best emperor Japan ever had."
The guy minding the grim reaping machine had stopped and was eyeing us like more trash.
Crumley and I jumped back. He plowed through toward a truck already heaped with MUSSOLINI BOMBS ETHIOPIA, JEANETTE MACDONALD MARRIES, AL JOLSON DEAD.
"Fire hazard!" he yelled.
I watched a half-hundred years of time pour into the Dumpster.
"Dry grass and newsprint, firetraps," I mused. "My God, my God, what if-"
"What if what?"
"In some future date people use newspapers, or books, to start fires?"
"They already do," said Crumley. "Winter mornings, my dad shoved newspaper under the coal in our stove and struck a match."
"Okay, but what about books?"
"No damn fool would use a book to start a fire. Wait. You got that look says you're about to write a ten-ton encyclopedia."
"No," I said. "Maybe a story with a hero who smells of kerosene."
"Some hero."
We walked over a killing field of littered days, nights, years, half a century. The papers crunched like cereal underfoot.
"Jericho," I said.
"Someone bring a trumpet here, and blow a blast?"
"A trumpet blast or a yell. There's been a lot of yelling lately. At Queen Califia's, or here, for King Tut."
"And then there's the priest. Rattigan," Crumley said. "Didn't Constance try to blow his church down? But hell, look, we're standing on Omaha Beach, Normandy, over Churchill's war rooms, holding Chamberlain's damned umbrella. You soaking it up?"
"Wading three feet deep. I wonder how it felt, that last second when old Rattigan drowned in this flood. Franco's Falangists, Hitler's youth, Stalin's Reds, Detroit's riots, Mayor La Guardia reading the Sunday funnies, what a death!"
"To hell with it. Look."
The remnant of Clarence Rattigan's burial cot was sticking up out of a cat litter of STOCK MARKET CRASHES and BANKS CLOSE. I picked up a final discard. Nijinsky danced on the theater page.
